Archive for January, 2006

Here I Am

This will probably be something I talk a lot about as I walk down this road. I have fought the calling to clergy for some time. YHWH was knocking and I kept hiding under the bed, hoping it would stop.

YHVH: Carly — where are you.
Carly: Slicha, Carly lo po!

I understand more and more why in the Torah when YHVH calls to someone the question is “where are you?” The response is always, “here I am.” As the reality of the calling becomes more concrete, and the roads to acheive it have become available — I’ve been able to say, “Here I Am.”

Opening myself to the opportunity to serve YHVH and more specifically the Shekhinah is exciting and terrifying. Recreating traditions to better serve the Divine Feminine and the Divine as feminine is also exciting and terrifying.

I see this new awareness as a coming of age for me. I am entering into a new phase of life. I am no longer the young girl — the Sabbath Bride. I have reached maturity and am ready to create. I am ready to inspire as well as be inspired.

It is noon. It is the fullness of the moon. It is the turning of spring to summer. It is the beginning and the end.

Here I Am. הנה אני


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Tu B’Shvat Ritual

I’ve been thinking a lot about what a good, simple Tu B’Shvat ritual would be. Where I live February is still winter, and where many of my friends live it’s really winter. Maybe in Israel and places south, it’s time for the earth to start warming up — but in the Northern USA and Canada — it’s winter.

So how do we recognize and appreciate this earth-based ritual in an authentic way? Well, I was reading a great ritual idea by one of my favorite teachers, Rabbi Jill Hammer, on my way to work this morning and I was inspired. She says in her newsletter that reading the psalms known as the “songs of ascent” is a traditional thing to do for Tu B’Shvat, and has a lovely way of associating them with trees.

Now, me — I’d want a tree to look at or smell or something, but it’s cold outside.

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Here’s my variation of this concept. Get a forced bulb kit, so you can actually have something growing to enjoy. There are many options, here is a pretty one I found on Amazon.  I like the idea of using a crocus because for so many of us it in the North, it is the first sign of spring, although crocus forcing kits can be hard to find. It will be easier to find hyacinth, paper whites, and amaryllis. Order it in time to have it by Jan 29, which is a new moon.

On the night of the new moon, when it is still a dark moon prepare your bulb. Sit in the dark moon and feel that time between. Just sit with your bulb and meditate on this dark time of year. Accept it, don’t fight it. Just allow the darkness to exist.

The next night is Rosh Chodesh Sh’vat. Here begin saying your psalms (Psalms 120—135 ). Cast a circle or ground in center in your own way — and each night or morning until Tu B’shevat say one of the fifteen psalms and feed energy into your baby crocus. Some of the psalms may confuse your or not inspire you — that’s okay. Think about them. Analyze them. Write down what you like and don’t like about them.

On the last night, Tu B’Shvat. Read the last psalm and conclude with this prayer by Rabbi Jill Hammer:

The Divine One created good trees so the children
of earth might benefit from them. At this
moment, for the sake of the fifteen psalms, and
for the sake of the Divine Breath, the Tree of
Life, may the sap awaken in the branch. Awake,
thornbush and myrtle, awake etrog and reed, awake
willow and palm, awake fig and cedar, awake vine
and oak, awake almond and terebinth, awake
pomegranate and olive and apple. Awake (insert
your own varieties). Awake, all trees in all the
corners of the earth. I awaken the trees in the
name of the Tree of Life, for she is a tree of
life to all who hold her fast.

– reprinted with permission

If you are looking for more information about the associations of the Songs of Ascent to trees, do check out Jill Hammer’s great piece on that, which is where the above prayer came from.

No matter how cold and snowy it is where you live, you are able to experience this holiday through the blooming of a beautiful plant.


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Thank You, Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.

Today I am trapped at work. I live in Washington, DC — and I do not have the day off from work. This makes me very, very sad.

Martin Luther King Jr.’s contribution to America and the world should be recognized by everyone. There should be a statue of him in front of the Lincoln Memorial — where he gave his most famous speech. I wish the MLK memorial committee would focus on this, instead of adding another memorial that is out of context. Go and stand there on the steps. Look out over the Mall — and read that speech or better — listen to a recording.

“I have a dream….”

It’s a still powerful. It’s still relevant. It’s still possible.

Remember — the signs used to read:

No Jews
No Dogs
No Negros

We have a lot to thank him for.


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In Praise of Pomegranates

Pomegranates - KleinbergMost of the traffic to this site this time of year is people looking for instructions on how to peel pomegranates or things to do with them. Peeling a pomegranate is a metaphor for a spiritual way of interacting with the world which respects and embraces the many ways people can approach the same thing and the way that one person can embrace something on many levels at once.

It seems appropriate then to share Pomegranates by Ann Kleinberb, an amazing book about pomegranates that revels in them from historical, cultural, beautifying, and eadible perspectives. The cover photo alone, shows the inherent natural beauty of this fruit. In the book are 70 fabulous recipes using pomegranates and pomegranate juice as well as tips on buying them, using them, and interesting tidbits about them.

Author Ann Kleinberg, an Israeli author, has created the ultimate ode to the pomegranate in its many forms. If you are looking for historical or cultural information about the pomegranate it’s a great book. If you are looking for recipes, it’s a great book. If you just want advice on how to buy and peel it — it’s a great book!

And for those who just would like to see instructions on how to peel this phenomenal fruit — here you go.

How to Peel a Pomegranate
Take the pomegranate and cut of the crown, being careful to not cut into seeds. Score the rind from crown to base into 6 sections. Place pomegranate in large bowl filled with cold water. The pomegranate should float upright. If you like, spin the pomegranate in the water and focus on it while meditating. Leave the pomegranate in the water for 5-10 minutes. Then peel of the rind and let the seed drop to the bottom. You can then skim the rind off the top and drain the water, leaving just the seeds.


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